Each “Eloise” is the start of a new letter from the inmate to her
Dear Eloise,
I’m sorry
Please, you have to know how sorry I am.
I never meant for any of this to happen
I miss you so much,
You know how I get without you
I’m hopeless
They’ve sent me to Alcatraz
Will you come visit?
I’ll only be a ferry ride away
Eloise?
You didn’t respond to my last letter
I understand
I wouldn’t want to talk to me either
Do you miss me?
I miss you.
Visiting hours are next week
They only have them
Once a month
I hope you come
My dearest, Eloise,
You still haven’t responded.
I’ve sent two letters
You’re being quite rude
I even apologized
For something that wasn’t my fault
You did this to me.
You put me in here.
Visiting day is tomorrow
It’s only right that you come
Dear Eloise,
Are you fucking kidding me?
You missed visitation
There isn’t one for another month
You’re the reason I’m in here
This is all your fault
If you fucking listened to me
And didn’t call the cops
I wouldn’t be stuck here.
The least you can do is reply.
Eloise, my love,
They put me in solitary
The wind carried a voice
That sounded like yours
It was laughing
And it made me think
You must be miserable huh?
When the only person in the world
That could ever love you is locked up
Eloise,
You’re pathetic.
Absolutely fucking pathetic.
You realize I’m the only person
That would ever love you?
You’re such a goddamn mess
I swear to God.
If you come visit
I might forgive you
Even though you don’t deserve it.
Eloise,
They won’t send my letters anymore
Because you got a goddamn restraining order
Well good luck finding someone
That could ever love
you
You’re so fucking pathetic
Eloise closed the letter before she finished it. The bruises on her arms and wrists were still healing, and a twinge of pain shot through her wrist as she threw the letter on the fire. After all, love letters make great kindling.